The chord

Lev and I both played ukelele. Recently I learned a different, easier way of playing the D chord. I was so excited to show it to Lev. Then I remembered that he was gone.

I want to show him that chord so badly it hurts. In a way I want nothing else. If he came back for 5 minutes I would show him that chord. I know he would appreciate it. I don't know how I can go on without being able to show him new things. It might be the saddest, most frustrating thing of all.