My thought for the evening:
There will come a time when Lev will have been gone for as long as he was here.
Another realization:
All Tony's songs are now sad to me. They are either from an era of our life when we were simply happy, which is sad in its complexity and in my yearning for that easy life.
Or they are from after Lev's passing and they are just sad a simple way.
And time keeps passing. Only a few months until Lev's friends graduate. April Fools Day passed. We used to have a great April Fool's Day tradition, which I'm sure we'll revive with Liana in a few years. Passover, Easter, spring flowers... time passing, Liana (happiest baby on earth) keeps growing, Lev still not here.
