It's my first time away from Liana.
I am on an airplane headed to the States. I found myself on the plane enjoying the ease of traveling alone and then suddenly missing Liana.
Missing her filled me with a wonderful warm feeling. Missing a happy, healthy child is like waiting for cake on your birthday.
Missing Lev is like a stomach ache that never goes away.
Missing Liana is wonderful. It can be solved. It is full of hope.
It feels like a bird in flight looking for food for its babies - Not the bird who comes back to realize something has eaten its young.