I just found out that one of Lev and Jaal's favorite bands (Seether) is playing with one of their last favorite bands (Nickelback). I loved the irony of that, so I sat down to email Jaal and Lev a letter. Whoa. I did not even think twice about it. I must not think Lev is actually gone. I just cannot seem to get it through my head. I don't want to live a lie, but I just can't help doing it.
They say it can take many years to really accept a son's death. And then what?
