death. Then I thought to myself with a bit of amusement: "As if I had
a choice!" What has happened is what happened, whether we like it or
not. The illusion of choice is bad for the psyche, it drags us down. I
don't like the notion of "acceptance", it is silly. To understand, to
be at peace — those are worthy goals to strive for. To accept...that
is just dangerous delusion.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time and change what happened. I
would like nothing more than to switch over to a different world path
where Lev lives on. But sadly I cannot.
