I dreamt I hugged Lev. Rebecca had just picked him up from somewhere. I was thinking it had been a while since I had seen him, and it felt so good to hug him. I woke up moments later, sadly realizing that the distance between myself and my last hug with Lev would grow longer and longer.
The memories of Lev will fade. I realize now that I must spend the time to think about him, to cry about him, while the memories are fresh. Later this won't be possible. It is obviously painful, but the thought of missing this opportunity, if you want to call it that, is more painful.
The memories of Lev will fade. I realize now that I must spend the time to think about him, to cry about him, while the memories are fresh. Later this won't be possible. It is obviously painful, but the thought of missing this opportunity, if you want to call it that, is more painful.
