I cant read another book that Lev gave me. I tried but then i just couldn't bring my self to do it. I miss him too much and they remind me of all the conversations that we were supposed to have. The many hours we were supposed to spend debating some meaningless topic. The crazy sounds we were supposed to make to each other. The new jokes we were supposed to share with eachother. The new song. The new book. The new movie. And of course the time we were supposed to spend together. The bushwaking expeditions. The mountian climbing. The meaningless wanderings through the woods. I try to do this with my other friends but its not the same. Nothings the same.