Still waiting

When Lev went to school is when I would get into work mode. Around 2:30 he would often call me, and I would walk out to meet him. I would make him a snack when he got home. We might go throw the football around. Then I was in daddy mode. Later he would go up and call Zay and I would go back to work for a while more.

Since he died, I am stuck in non-daddy mode, waiting for him to come home.