August 17, 2011

Random incoherent thoughts

meeting new people, it's so anxiety producing and awkward.
when to tell them in the conversation?
figuring out the timing before they ask about kids
how to continue with small talk after that?
they leave quickly as if it were contagious


Lev's computer
I can't seem to look in it
I want to but can't make myself do it
I have waited months, trying
maybe tomorrow


doing nothing
I like it
just being alone with the sad cloud around
doing nothing
just being