The passing of time is not something I like to celebrate.
Getting through the other holidays was enough. We enjoyed ourselves, we had nice times with friends and with Liana but then there is this one other damn holiday full of cheer.
New Year's.
Another year without Lev doesn't feel like something to cheer.
We made it another year and we are okay. That's enough. Let's just get on with it.
Enjoy each day as much as possible, but don't stop and think about the passing of a year or the beginning of another one.
Just keep going. Be in the moment, not in the past or the future.
I don't mind the days, but I don't like marking the passing of time.
I do however hope that it is a Happy, trauma free, New Year.
