As you go through life, you build one block upon another, to create the person that is yourself. Jaal and Lev are a part of who I am. With Lev gone I don't know who I am anymore. If I stay the same person, then I continue to stand on a block called Lev, and I will keep thinking that he is alive and present in this world. If I realize that block is gone, then I truly understand that Lev is dead, and I have to rebuild myself from the ground up.
I struggle every day to find the right path.
