May 18, 2011

Precious Thoughts

In a normal day, when your kids are in school, you might not think of them that often. Maybe only once or twice throughout the day. But when you do think of them, it makes you deeply happy and content. It nourishes your soul to know they are a part of your life.

I think of Lev more often now. And when I do so in the middle of a normal day it is as if the floor has dropped away and I am falling into the darkness.

Jaal is not a kid any more, he is a man. So I don't really have kids any more. Last summer I had two of them. Now I have none. I miss them terribly.